MY PLaCe to ConFiDe…

ARGH…..

I’m at my sis’s place now, 4th day of nw year now. They r all gambling downstairs… and me here grumpling!!! have no luck for this nw yr around, i keep losing $$$! normally oso won’t gamble, give me win a bit la…! haiyoh, bo bian.. my Lucky God went pai nian alr haven’t come back! ISH…..=.=" loose loose loose, all my red pocket $$$ oso gone lo! time to sau san lo! Got addicted to ‘la mi’ woRrr… aiyoyo~

I think sooner or later, it’s not a surprise if i’m having mental trauma. My home. U know, i’m staying under a roof with Mr. Bully. He (all d time thought he’s the Sole Ownership of my hse… HAN TIT LA!!!)  brings home his frens, having their own sweet world, worst still, they use toilet like un-civilize ppl… who washes it? ME. i’ve no chioce but to STICK a paper on d door, asking them to rinse off those stains they left behind!!! bladdy shit. GUYS.

So this is where unfairness occurS. Think-he-is-the-Smartest idiotic have no sense of consideration oso don’t matter. But stepping in ur border line, still can keep quiet? he only owned HALF, 50 % ownership of the hse, yet he THINK he OWNED the whole hse. Cannot count like this actually. staying under one roof is all about communication and being considerate to each other. but being with a big Bully, it’s a different case.

1st of all, he rented the small room (which SUPPOSINGLY belonged to me) out, and keep all the rental fees to himself. tht i don’t count with him, as the rental can be use to pay the utilities bills. but there’s definately a balance. who keep? u know i know. Dahlah my room is so small, i oso no mind… after which, no more renting out the small room which SUPPOSINGLY TO BE MINE, the Bully ‘Pa’ the small room himself. Making it his study room. got face him. ‘Sei Pa Lan Pa’, very fun? YES. For the matter to FORCE me out the hse, he got reasons, but NOT RIGHTS to do so. CAN… want me to move out? Pay me half the value of the hse, and i’ll be MOST WILLING TO MOVE OUT. wht he want to ‘Pa’ more? tht hse hv NO meaning to me, if not tht i owned half of it.

Now, out of his delight, he suddenly shifted out his PC to the living, making the hse polluted with his gaming noise, not only one, but 3 PCs there, inviting all his frens to my hse for a mini CC session. and i think there’ll be more, who knows? My home a mini CC. U can imagine how hectic my hse is…

u see, ‘hou dei dei’ my clothes were on the sofa, when i come back, it’s thrown all over the floor… ‘hou dei dei’ my bread toaster oso will ‘tuck jui’ him, turned upside down. ‘hou dei dei’ u watching tv there, he purposely come frm nowhere and blare off his PC speaker to have a see-who-is-louder-competition with u. u can’t listen to the tv at all with his speaker booming there. rational me, i dont want to make noise with him. n he think he so ‘wai’. dunno wht’s c.h.i.l.d.i.s.h?

‘hou dei dei’ my clothes were soaking inside the washing machine, he can say, "if next time i see ur clothes soaking in the washing machine, i’ll throw it all away…". u wash the rubbish bin, of course u have to dry it, NO? he can say, "if u dunno put back the rubbish bin, u don’t wash it". u juz put the pail at the balkoni, again "if u don’t put it back to the right place, don’t use it the next time". whenever he enters his room, he’ll slams the door shut, keeps u startled, even if it’s a midnight. Then when u once-in-a-while slammed on the door, he’ll shout, "Fatt Tin Ah!!! (r u crazy or mad???)" But, STRANGE him will dunno for purpose or for the sake of fun, which i don’t see wht the fun in it, he will open the door again, slammed it shut, then open it again, slammed it shut again. he’ll repeat it a few times very often. a habit of him. frm wht i think is, he took off his clothes piece by piece. took off one piece, opens the door, throw it into the pail outside his room, slams door shut, took off another piece, opens the door again, throws it out, slams door shut, then again repeat his action. but imagine u were sleeping? late night, early morning?? As chinese says, "black-hearted". HE’s totally outta his mind, He’s really a MAD people for God’s sake.

For 3 mths u r not in the hse, u go back the whole hse were like a DOG’s hut, things messy, ants eriwhere, rubbish bin OVERFLOW all over the floor, with WORMS somemore… wht’s on earth? it STINKS, (wht u expect? worms!!!) but no ppl throw. There’s only ME, or him in d hse. Problem is with WHO now? Add on Little little thing oso want to turn the hse upside down, bising there bising here. i jz treat him barking like a mad dog. Cos he’s ridiculously searching for a fight. want to quarrel. People grow up to be mature, more intelectual, but Mr.Bully?

IF i owned the master bedroom, i won’t say anihthing here, at least i still have my privacy. Bt NOW, i have to FACE HIM, BULLY!!!!!!!!! RASCAL!!!!!!!!! with his frenz all around, bath oso ‘em fong bin’. i don’t blame his frens. the problem is all in Mr.Bully. Wht i can’t stand is him stepping up my head, doin all those ’siu tung jok’ want to let ppl know his POWER. yea, so-called POWER. HE WISH. he thought he could win all. but the fact is, he’s only making a fool of himself. i’m rational, so i don’t make noise with him. but one day he step right into my line, i definately BURST KAO KAO! A 5 yrs old kid thinks better than he do. OMG. God, PLS AID HIM…  He really ‘no medicine cure’ ge la. at least i think so… I can SUE tht fella for damages, one day. My hse is at ‘WAR’, with Mr. Bully conquering 90% of the hse when he only owns 50% of it. The whole living area is being sabotaj. my freedom and relaxation being at home, nomore.

I SHOULD INDEED HAVE THE MASTER BEDROOM!!!!!!!!! FAIR!

PITY ME. At 1st i thought it’s ok. i don’t really need the small room. i have the living area of my own. he stay inside the room most of the time. therefore, i still have a pitch of privacy outside in the living. mana tau now tht he really conqured along the living area, yet not letting off the small room!!! Kiasu ppl. now i do wht oso em fong bin, esp with all his mates around d hse!!!!!!!!!!

Making me dont really want to go back these days. i get out the whole day, tiring myself only go back SLEEP, then d next day i’ll get up, and get out again to wherever possible, as long as i’m not HOME!!!!!!!!!

~ by cutielulu on .