MY PLaCe to ConFiDe…

"Lucy, don’t know why I got strong ‘em seh tuck’ u geh feeling…"

Cheh… -__-" Then why never appreciate me more when I’m here leh? Y never see more of me leh? Y never ask me out more often wo!! We go shopping shopping oso can. Sit sit talk talk drink drink OSO can… but u-me no wo~ Aihsehh… xin dan.. sum tung… U know I damn FREE! Now only say heavy-hearted got use mou? Muahahaha~ don’t miss me, I GO lo!! Hehe ;p Aiya, j/k la~ Don’t see I alwiz ‘bomb’ tis girl. Ini perempuan… She makes me mad, she makes me angry… but I still like her so much! But ho… I won’t miss u one worr.. I won’t miss anibody! I’m cold-hearted~ Eh, I wonder how cold-hearted I can be? See me got call u a not ma know lo! keke ;p

Used to like clubbing a lot, but guess I’ve loose fate with it alrdy? After so many times ‘ffk’ by people, finally yst my ‘kaki-S’ made it to Poppy. I’d like very much to go, cuz it’s been a very long time since I’ve went clubbing, esp with my ‘Aussie balik’ fab. Unfortunately… Uh-no… no UN-fortunate la… y unfortunate?? Is, AT THE SAME TIME, I alrdy dated my other 2 Goodies for a ‘K’ buffet dinner session at Times Square’s Neway! Woooo~hoOooo~~ ^^"

Namely Qiu n’ Yum-yum, Qiu will be goin back to her h/town for CNY. I don’t know when I’ll see her again after tis!! She’s been such a nice nice nice nice nice nice nice~~~~~ buddy! no wonder all frens love her! Although I can still be on time for d’ clubbing session after my ‘K’ session, but I decided not to go. I wanna spend the night, have more time with Qiu n Yum-yum. Not much time left here, but at least I still have the CNY here for my fabS n’ all d other long-live BUDs (buddies). So, no mind…~

"Don’t put 1-3 mths in the saying ‘time can flush off erithing’. It takes at least 6 mths to see the effect of tht saying. 1-3 mths time is d hardest state of recovery…"

Almost want to cry out when I sang Mavis Hee’s ‘ming zhi dao’. Guess u know who’d be in mind that moment? I want so much to see him, hear him, talk to him… but I gotta respect his decisions. He got d rights to stay away from me, don’t talk to me, avoid me, don’t give me any explanations, put me in the trash? Wow… a bit the ‘over’ eh…! Anyhow, it’s juz me clapping myself~ (syok sendiri ma…?)

*** If he’s holding an umbrella for another girl under the pouring rain, why’d me still stubborn-ly waiting for him under the pouring rain? P~u~n~t~u~r~e his tyre only la!!! Treat him so good for what? HE BAD. Geeee… girls! ‘mai kao siao’ eh… -__-"

"Na yi tian zhi tao ni yao jou… wo men yi ju hua ye mei you shuo… ni zhi dao wo hao tan xin, wo hao nan guo… jue bu gan shuo chu kou……"

(A bit thinking back tht time when he said he’s leaving to China… by d roadside i saw him… dunno wht to tel him… can juz pass him tht crystal little thing… he shooked my hands… Yum-yum was with me.. after which i went to Yuanie out in d middle of d night~ n CRY my hearts out! SAD! sad sad sad!!!)

Really had a great night yst~ Eat all we can, sang all we want, shout all our lungs off! esp when Jay Chou’s songs were on! Woo, big fan man… 4 hrs, d 3 of uS~ d last time was really long long time ago! it’s alwiz so fun having a ‘K’ session with this 2 girls seriously! Since it’s consider a mini farewell outing for me… So touching… they sang Wu Qi Long’s ‘zhu ni yi lu shun feng’… after which, Emil Chau’s ‘peng you’… Especially for me! A farewell song esp for me… i’ll rmb tht! dunno when we’ll hav tis chance to come out for a crazy ‘K’ session together again~ Qiu’ll be moving to Subang soon. hehe;p no effect for me. i stop nagging her alrdy, haha! cos i won’t be here oso! non-effect~ lol~ haiyah… suddenly got emo with tht song.. ‘jang joi mei ham chut lei je’…

Effect not over yet. After d ‘K’ session we went straight up to Look Out Point for a yum cha session. Tired Qiu so pity (she’s been out d whole day!) hehehe ;p. wa tak bagi dia balik!

"Wei…. i want to go alr wo… after u come back frm Kluang u might see me for sometime ge wo!…"

No need me say more she got my point… "Ok la!!!" hehehe! i won~~~ happy happy…=) it’s drizzling~ so it’s pretty cold up there! Whew~~ cool. until finally cannot stand d cold there ‘kam min’ go back… oso got more than 2 hrs wey..

Guess this time, really leaving for good? Unlike the other time where I really.. Ehemmm~ I admit now! D’ previous time was really leaving cuz I’m running outta air here.. So I eventually accepted blu3wasabi’s good intention, work for his parents! How’d I know I’d find my sense of direction there? It’s very peaceful there. Unlike the hectic environment here. What more now that I’ve finally make my point of view clear to my "advisors", explain to them, talk to them.. Tell them what I really want. Sound it out!! Finally I got their approval… Them so happy with me some more… Enough lo~ What more I expect?

~ by cutielulu on .