What i want?
Since it WAS the School holidays, Public holidays, Easter holidays, WHATever the holidays….. the resort was packed with guest! Of course, me been busying for sure~ Finally just TODAY, it has cooled down with a big group of 42 pax, and some other small small groups checked out, A SIGH OF RELIEF! Phew~~` New event has arrived, and seems like a quiet week coming. HOPEFULLY!
Add on with a TROUBLE COUPLE keep giving trouble… AH!! FAster Shoo off mann…. Eeewww…-__-" Hospitality’s trend…..
To YOU all out there, my blog’s LOYAL fans… ATTENTION please~ hhmmm… the author is recently having some NEW things in mind. To say it New, it’s not so-the-new. To say old…. not so the old oso. juz wanna GO BACK TO TIME.
I don’t know if it’s juz a mood swing thingie or what. Like i alwiz mention, i’m SO the UNpredictable. One moment i wanna do this, the other moment i wanna do that. Wtd..? I can afford to play the game. (not right way of thinking though*) Like a chinese phase sounded like "keuk tap sat dei". I’m so NOT that. My foot’s never ‘tap sat dei’. I’m alwiz doing things how i like it to be, but, don’t judge me please for being not-consistent. This is call: ADVENTURE. Haha!! BLa la, adventure? Young la… i still wanna play… not sure what i wanna do oso.. why why why??? Wait. NO. If i don’t know what i want, i won’t be here now. I know what i want. Juz that this time i’m seriously committing to the industry, I KNOW WHAT I WANT MORE. I WANNA GO GET MORE KNOWLEDGE. Serious this time.
Wait till i be back to KL soon, and i’ll see how my faith goes. If i succeed in applying for ‘IT’, i MIGHT, say might, go for it.. WHat thing is that, wait for my good news! Or, vise-versa. I think Kelvin should know what? Thanks for ur support pal!! If i don’t do it this year, It’ll be too late next year….. I must really consider HARD!
Only thing is, i find it VERY hard to say it to DANIEL. How to open my mouth?? in Dilemma……… i think he more or less know alr. he did say "no one use string to tie u here" as if giving me permission, n support, of course. And.. How should i Explain to my boss? Maybe ask for a sponsor? Hahaha!
Still in consideration…
That’s one case. Case 2, sometimes i feel guilty. I still keep in contact with my So-use-to-be, and still IS, VVIP. Doing that, i feel unfair to my BABY. As long as he understands me, there’s no problem, and FORTUNATELY, he does’nt mind, at least he told me that. Siao meh? Mean and Dumb girls only will believe that la. Yes, suppose NO NEED to report to him, but i want to be fair. Somemore, i know i should’nt have called him (VVIP), should juz let him go, and commit fully to my BABY as it goes. So bad, i have this intention, TO let him (VVIP) know HOW HAPPY i am at this moment!!
We talked. We chat. We laughed together, We have fun chatting, though for a short while. So much better than last time, where whenever i called him, i WISH for that something i know i will NEVER get. u got what i mean? Now, talking to him have been so relaxed. Never again wishing for some ridiculous thing i know i will never get. Why repeat?? aiks.
FAIR. And honest. not so-the-honest not-so-the-good. Frankly speaking, i don’t see myself as a thinker. until now, i still don’t really know what i want. ‘Sum yea’ (addicted heart). Not that i doubt my own feelings towards my BABY, I’m loving him, he loves me more, tht’s for sure. but.. to say so, not so the right oso. Love’s hard to quantify, right? Never say who loves who more, my wrong, i pulled back my words!
Oh yah.. back to the previous post bout my Baby not calling me remember? and i actually lodge a complaint here? Haha! He’s juz too tired, and at the night when we really chat, he did asked me. I directly told him i was SO THE MAD, and he was so Sorry! Trick him one. keke;p
Say until like that, u sure know not so a big a problem lo! ^^" I’m still a happy me~
BOOOoooooommmm!
ok i saw my name here.
weird. anyway, hope you had fun doing things that bring you joy.
one more thing, remember that you’re in a relationship. do cherish that.
Kelvin Seow said this on at
So u saw ur name? hehe ;p
Got what so weird????
I had fun~ tht’s for sure, but like i said, i juz Realise i need more than juz FUN…
Of course i KNOW WELL about my relationship, i’ll sure cherish it UNLESS…….. smth UNPREDICTABLE..? lol XO
LUCY said this on at