Can’t wait!
SEE? Crazy me. Either long time didn’t post a blog, or i can post severals in one day! lol… No la. Just finished my work so got some free time to post a bit~ A BIT? We’ll see, hehe!
Yea, class will commence end of next mth. I have applied, waiting for the offer letter to come. Then i wil have to go up to Kampar oftenly to look for a place to stay and settle down. Of course, my HONEY will accompany me thoroughout the whole process! Enjoy what… *SmilesSSss*
I’m sure i will be guilty again when the time comes and i will have to abandon him alone in KL. wtd? i want my studies! don’t ask me why i wanna go back to studies, i juz make DRASTIC change most of the time. i find myself SOooo ADVENTURE and hard to be targeted, even myself find it hard to believe. Young girl, ‘yum sing’.
So, while waiting for the class to start, i’m currently still working for D’Coconut, not in the island, but at the reservations office located in Ampang. Will work till end of Apr, and then i’ll go have all my own sweet time till class officially begins! What a life! Yea! the only thing im excited over is spending QUALITY time with my beloved! hehe ;p
Life’s been good, im sure u knoW? With my honey… EH. if u don’t know, i TELL you. Since i got back and gave him a surprised… He was so touched! Of cOURseeee sheesh…! i said i’d be back on 13th, but i pop up right in front of him on the 10th, and he nearly teared!
However, there’s this sad thing. Scold me, blame me, struggle me. i think i must have been MAD, i must have been insane, i must have been crazy. I’m so out of my mind!
The 1st day i got back, as soon as i went back home and settle down, i went out straight to look for my Baby. But unfortunately, i am more excited over some other thing. My VVIP.
U know what? i did something so OVER tht thinking of it again, i really hated myself for it. How and why on earth CAN I BE SO CRUEL?
U guess.
I asked my BOY, to fetch me to HIS hse… yes. i asked my Baby to do smth… which me myself don’t wanna forgive myself.
He’s so sporting. We confessed to each other yst. We talk ‘heart’. And it hurts me, looking at his sincerity towards me. He knew wht’s happening. Indeed he said, "Important thing is, In the end u still choose me, u didn’t leave me….." Ow…! How touching! heart’s melting!
Wht thing bothered him is, i openly introduced him to all my frens. He felt weird when i forbids him to get down the car that time. WHAT the HELL am i doing?! I feel more akward when VVIP said "Let’s go for a cuppa with ur BROTHER."
B.R.O.T.H.E.R.?
Yea, brother. I lied to VVIP. He asked me who’s in the car. I kept quiet. He thought my BABY’s my brother. WTF??!!!? And i don’t even bothered to tell the truth!!! Shouldn’t me be telling him how glad am i to have my BABY? Shouldn’t me be telling him how happy i am at tht very moment?! In Fact, i said, "YESS, MY BROTHER. He’s 19…"
SO LAME!!!!!!!! F*CK me off man!
SPANK me!
How could i say smth like tht? It’s so unfair!
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Well, pals. I know i’m wrong. My heart fluctuates, i cannot control it. BUT!! I can tell u, he, my BABY treats me with all his heart. At least i can feel it. I’m very happy with him. I’m myself. i need not to purposely dressed up for him, need not to purposely act like an angel. I’m a devil to him, haha! The happy thing is, we share same hobbies, staying at home watching tv! Lazy to go out! There’s juz so many things CLICKING btw us… Don’t care how long we can survived. as long as we enjoyed our time till NO TIME. hehe;p
U know, since i got back bout 2 weeks ago, he’s been staying at my place EVERY night. We really enjoyed our time together. The hug he gave me, his kisses, he’s attentiveness towards me~ here’s smth akward, but terrific!
U know wht’s the best way to drink Vodka?
Yea, VODKA! My Favourite liquer/liquor!
HEHE… Having it *Mouth to Mouth*!!
Yea yea, try it, of course, must be with the one u love!
Wheeeeeeeee **blushings**
Having him cooking me dinner on my B’day… Brought me a comforter set~ so tht whenever i sleep i will think of him.. Smart la this guy! When i’m tired, he’ll pulled me against him hugging me tightly~ wow!! ‘Hang fook’ la! still got eh~ Stomach pain horr, he will apply ‘minyak angin’ for me leh….. =)
Hhhmm… ‘hang fook’ not easy to get. what i want more? wht i expect more? ‘kuai kuai dei’ stay by him enuf lo! see later i go back got home cook dinner again, he go buy dishes~ Cant wait!
I’ll never want to hurt him again… NEVERRrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
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