MY PLaCe to ConFiDe…

Finals will be in 3 weeks time. Yet i am still having my own sweet time. Heared of ‘character is hard to change’? Guess that’s what bugging me. I never studied smart, what more hard? It’s all last minute work. Not so good. And tht’s not how i wanted it to be from the beggining…

I wanted to study. Really study. But, something is juz counted wrongly. I have let that ’something’ to manipulate me. Thus, i could’nt let myself performed to the best. I THOUGHT i can handle the problem in a good way. Sadly, i have let ‘it’ manipulate me. ME, being drowned with guilty-ness. My baby is obviously distracting me. Sad case.

Distorted self-image. What is the consequences? Kelvin, anything to say?

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Here, i would like to take this opportunity to once again send my WARMEST Congratulations to my beloved long live friend, YUANIE! She was crowned Miss Tourism Malaysia Queen of the year 2008 bout a month ago. So late to congrats her? -__-" I early also congrats her alr. Just that, in such co-incidence, i went back to KL last week Thursday. I actually called  her up for a short catch up and see whether we can meet up during the weekends. Uh-wow, let’s BUFFET!! ^^"

Unfortunately, she wasn’t free. So it’s OK. During our conversation, she told me she’s on her way to Damansara for some pageant thingie. But later when i went to Baywatch Lounge Restaurant at Kelana Jaya, SHE WAS THERE!!!!! I was actually back for a reason; accompany my baby to visit some clubs in town. Have something to do with his business. We first went to Baywatch and Yuanie was there! She walked pass us but couldn’t see us right in front of her…. SHEESH!! =.=" So surprised! OH, she went in the finals. Many fans also! UNCLES killer, oh man…-__-" Gossip gossip: There’s this man interested in buying her a drink. Seems desperate cos he actually request for her to accompany him!!! She didn’t accept (ha, if it was…-u know who-…, do u think she will accept?) Anywaysss… Add oil to her this coming Thursday for the Finals! Do you think the man who wanted to buy her a drink will go support her in the finals?? WOoo~~

And guessed what? Sometimes i wonder how much things that u planned actually turned out to be like what u have planned? For me, i really don’t like to plan. I follow where the wind brings me. Sounds typical, but yea. Just like how i bumped into Yuanie, after she finished her show, and my baby’s business was done, we head straight to Maison for a clubbing session. Always know how to say wanna go clubbing. Planned everything so well but wht u get in the end is FFK. Now, no need plan anithing can go. How spontaneous was that? We even went to munch on out favourite "ngan yu nai pak" and fried glass noodle at Jln Alor. What we called friend? Feel so good to have time spent together. So long didn’t go makan with her alr! REMEMBER how i used to ‘CHICKEN WING’ her.. poor girl haha! Not just knowing she won the title only know want to ask her out for a drink! HAHA!!! WE (Yuan n’ I) knows who, Chubby perhaps knows too……?? hehehe;p NO OFFENCE YA. Dun perasan-if u think u r the one…?!?!

Last last week meet with K. Yong. Wee lick Leaving alr…. think i still have sometime to meet him during my holidays..? got then got, no then no lo.. wtd? but.. he sure will blame me not enough fren, he leave oso don’t meet up. Hey fren, me know u sure will be reading this!! Purposely want to make u happy. Enough fren gua now?????? hahaha… i’ll see if i can arrange a time to meet up with u k? i think the last time we meet was at the bukit cahaya cycling tht time? ooo, make me exhausted like ****@#$#$^^"

K la… Actually your fren here mood oso not very good actually. smth turns up. dont want to tell u what is it! blek…;p but after blogging feel much better. see ya on the next blog. byez!

~ by cutielulu on .